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No other utterance came from her—not that it could even be heard. Harder rain had unleashed a fury over the parking lot, leaving the unseen signage over the roofline twanging on its tension wires. The distressed man started to walk toward the stairs, but, on spotting Seth Bowles getting into a car below, locked in place. The door to the adjacent room was half-open, and it was only a small turn to cross its threshold. Water, out of sync with what was on the terrace, ushered from a sink in a bathroom. Even from the doorway the tang of sweat in the sheets was strong. A length of loosened rope snaked around the posts of the headboard and down over a mattress half in the floor. The intruder stumbled backwards, toppling a waste can at his calf. Wet, wadded-up newspaper flopped out to scatter dozens of used condoms, like slithering baitworms, over the low-pile rug. Snatches of a headline suspended in the onion-skinned layers of paper conveyed something jagged. Popcorn rain flicked at his pants cuffs to urge him down the metal stairs outside. Once in his car, the visitor intuited his way off the splashing lot. The blue neon moon only came into view from the edge of the property; its light resembled molested iris petals dribbling down the back window.
It had been a tortured bit of melodrama on his part: his leaving her that morning when it was clear she did not want him to leave. And, in truth, she could be forgiven for construing his absence as a form of punishment or abandonment or both. A bigger man—a man with less pride—would have stuck it out with her in her hour of need. But it was a weaker man who had not acted, and it was a foolish man who had left her to seek solace in another man’s arms. He was a thirty-six year-old smarting over a younger woman in a way that was as predictable as it was pitiful. His conflict was more nuanced than it had been in his twenties, but it was made no more reasonable. The road forward captured his frayed nerves. Rain fell in ordered sheets like sharks’ teeth. Leafless trees were blasted down to their roots in the savagery, and mist-like smoke, thrown up in the thrashing, ringed the road. Orange flares emerged ahead, and then the flashing light of a service truck on the shoulder. A billboard for Peek-a-boo Putt-Putt had fallen in the squall to bring down phone lines. Workmen were using a winch to hoist the obstruction and clear the highway.
Halfway to top of a hill, he paused on hearing sloshing behind him. The incline put whatever he was trying to see below his line-of-sight, although his sense was of a skulking dog weaving in and out of shrubbery. With higher elevation, Michael finally spied the glint of a wet rope strung taunt between trees. It was being used in a bizarre pulley configuration. He could not say who was pulling on it, or what it was tied to, but the sound on the dragging end was of something disobligingly heavy. He kept to his walk. The anxious man soon arrived at his destination. Without compunction he stepped to the side of the house less exposed to the street. Divots from Emma’s mismatched heels were still turned up in the soft earth around the rear door where they made their dramatic exit. Steps shot up from its weedy threshold into utter blackness, but the stranglehold was no deterrent in him dashing up to the door at the top. Face to face with a studio he had only passed through in haste, Michael probed for a light switch. His impulse was to trash the place, but on seeing the canvases arise in the glow he was caught off-guard in his reaction. The paintings were all strangely covered in coats of crystalline black paint. They were reminiscent of the work of the minimalist abstract artist, Ad Reinhardt, only without the subtle differentiations in shading. The trespasser was perplexed, for he could not connect the boilerplate abstracts in front of him to the artist who painted the nude portrait downstairs. A pink and green Japanese screen was set off in a corner; an unlatched lockbox, filled with unmarked videocassettes, lay under a camcorder and tripod behind it. The home invader did another turn around the room and fumed, coming lastly on one painting covered with a red velvet cloth. He lifted the fabric with anticipation, and unearthed, to his amazement, a meticulously rendered portrait of a beautiful woman. The title engraved on the frame read: Intangible Gift The fellow painter’s admiration for the work was short-lived, for in realizing it was Seth’s wife as a young woman, he picked up a utility knife from a worktable and slashed the canvas to pieces. Still seething—and indifferent to his desecration—, he was quickly falling back through the narrow escape and down the stairs. He punched the door at the bottom and stomped out into a quadrille of dead leaves.
On walking into his house, Michael could hear the grind of the camcorder from the bottom of the stairs. It was inadvertently left on. A loud splat greeted him at the bedroom doorway. The lamp was quickly flipped on to reveal a dark water spot spreading outward from the ceiling light fixture; a second, bigger spot was on the bedspread. As he waited for the second shoe to drop, giving floorboards in the attic groaned from the same vicinity as the leak; the oscillating pitch was consistent with shifting weight. He stared up with wan expression. “How can this be? How can I be asleep?” Both pieces of the sleeping tablet were still lying on the basin in the bathroom where he had left them. “The antihistamine,” he mumbled. “The antacid…” The confounded man rushed out into the hallway and, against sounder judgment, flew up the second flight of stairs. Rainwater from the open skylight formed puddles between peaks of paint on his glass palette, but there was nothing in the floor. No less anxious about it, he returned to the bedroom and the unlit candle on the nightstand. Neither knife blade nor marble had dropped on account of him precipitously extinguishing the candle. The wick was promptly lit to restart the clock and the table lamp turned back off. In the transition from bulb to flame the candle wax shadows were sluggish slipping down into their familiar grooves. The snapping flame directed the his attention to a notepad on the same table where a line of text was scribbled: Without you, I am nothing. Michael, sensing movement above him, raised his eyes. What was assumed to be a water spot on the ceiling was now a shadow, one somehow being cast from below by the candle. Yet the diffused form was undulating out of time with the flame. Cringing, he backed away from the bed and picked up a second shadow between the bedposts at the footboard. When he dared to look, the ghastly reflection of Jacques Cretier was staring back at him from the dresser mirror. The grey dwarf was creaking at the end of a rope tied to the ceiling light; urine dribbled down briefs slouching at his knees to splatter on the spread. “J-Jesus!” Michael stuttered, swinging out to strike the lampshade. He backed into the tripod and man and contraption fell banging to the floor. “Goddamn it!” he cried. Jacques was no longer in the mirror; the shadow was no longer on the ceiling; the note, however, was still beside the lamp, though the handwriting was surely not his. Wisped ringlets of hot vanilla off the candle were late in bringing the ceramic plate to his attention. Both marble and razorblade were now lying in it. |
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